zero motivation. I’m tired of feeling anxious. I just need a day of sleeping or doing nothing. I want to be held for a whole evening, to escape, and to be reassured that everything will be fine, that you can do it. bleh.
sick and fucking tired.
I’ve said to myself a million times before that a line has to be drawn in the sand. I’ve decided and never really meant it and I think it’s the same now.
I guess what I need to do is to do what I said everyone else needs to. I need to talk and communicate how I feel, otherwise I’m just a hypocrite. Basically, I feel as if I’m being picked up and put down whenever you want. Yeah it’s true, I’m sort of after the same things. It just feels like a lack of respect. I’m just not too bothered about all that shit anymore, particularly if I don’t feel respected. ugh. tiredness.
After researching, I can only delete this account permanently which I do not wish to do so I am just logging out and deleting the app as I hardly ever use this on my laptop anyway x
As some of you may have seen I am deactivating my Facebook and Whatsapp accounts, this also very sadly goes for my tumblr account.
I love it on here but I have hit a point where I need to concentrate on myself and get to know myself again without distractions.
Please view my Facebook for my contact number x